Everyday

Everyday I have to remind myself that I can. I can learn, I can grow, I can do God's will. I just have to choose to do it. I make the choice to wallow in sorrow or stand up to the challenge and work through the pain. I'm learning about myself. I am learning that to be truly happy I have to be able to present myself to the world on my own 2 feet. I can not find my happiness in being a wife or a mother. Those are jobs I have and mostly enjoy, but it's not WHO I am. It's not why I am on this earth. God has given me challenge and it's time I stop being afraid to accept it. Now that fear is not what I see, I can see what HE wants for me. amazing it's taken me 41 years to get to this place. What a lot of wasted time being scared..... I refuse to let my daughter follow in my steps. I will show her the right way to live life